“We can say with confidence and a clear conscience that we have lived with a God-given holiness and sincerity in all our dealings. We have depended on God’s grace, not on our own human wisdom. That is how we have conducted ourselves before the world, and especially toward you. Our letters have been straightforward, and there is nothing written between the lines and nothing you can’t understand. I hope someday you will fully understand us, even if you don’t understand us now. Then on the day when the Lord Jesus returns, you will be proud of us in the same way we are proud of you.”
2 Corinthians 1:12-14 NLT
Can we say, as Paul did, that our consciences are clear? He wrote he had “lived with a God-given holiness and sincerity in all [his] dealings”. Quite a claim and one that confirmed God’s grace and his confidence in God, in everything that he did. I read something the other day: “no matter how often we sin, God will forgive us through the blood of His Son, Jesus”. But believing this is a subtle way of behaving in the same way as the Romans, and Paul berated them for assuming that they could continue to live a sinful life, as we read in Romans 6:1-2; “Well then, should we keep on sinning so that God can show us more and more of his wonderful grace? Of course not! Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it?” The writer of the Hebrews letter put things even more forcefully in Hebrews 10:26-27, “Dear friends, if we deliberately continue sinning after we have received knowledge of the truth, there is no longer any sacrifice that will cover these sins. There is only the terrible expectation of God’s judgment and the raging fire that will consume his enemies”.
But was Paul’s claim just focused on his dealings with the Corinthians? When we read his first letter to them, Paul was certainly very confrontational at times, and it may have been that some in Corinth were challenging or disputing his credentials and behaviour as an Apostle. In that context, Paul claimed that his conscience was clear because of his integrity, honesty, holiness, and sincerity. But as we pause for a moment, fast-forwarding to today, is such a claim present when we deal with other people? Do we tell lies to save our skins, or do we tell the truth and face the consequences? In our societies today, integrity and honesty are qualities of character not often seen in our political leaders, our bosses at work, or, sadly, sometimes even in our churches. Or even more sadly, in our own lives.
Paul mentioned that he had put aside human wisdom, replacing it with God’s grace. There is a principle here that every Christian would do well to follow. How often is it that we launch into a course of action, something that seems right to us, and before we know it, we are having to dig ourselves out of a hole in a way that violates our integrity and honesty? It is far better to wait and seek God in these situations, as doing so will help us avoid unintended consequences. This is nothing new: Proverbs 14:12, “There is a path before each person that seems right, but it ends in death”. People can easily deceive themselves into believing something is right, even if it contradicts God’s will or leads to negative consequences. The problem is that something that starts with human-centred wisdom, which can seem appealing at the time, ultimately violates God’s divine perspective.
“Search me, O God, and know my heart“
So how can we ensure that we pilgrims live with a clear conscience? A “clear conscience” isn’t about being perfect; it’s about living honestly before God and others, staying aligned with what we know to be right, and dealing promptly with anything that disrupts that alignment. We do this by taking time to reflect on our thoughts, actions, and motives. Our goal isn’t to look for guilty feelings but to be honestly aware of our thoughts and actions. Perhaps we could use moments of quiet prayer to ask if we have ignored something that we know we should have done. Or in our interactions with others, have we acted in love, or have we wronged anyone? If our consciences are pricking us, then we can bring the issue to God. Confession isn’t about informing God—He already knows—but about aligning oneself with truth. Repentance means turning away from what we have done wrong and turning toward what is right. The Psalmist David wrote, “Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life” (Psalm 139:23-24).
” Christ … is at the right hand of God and is … interceding for us“
To ensure that we have a “clear conscience” there are other things that we must do, such as putting things right with those we have wronged. We must stay close to God in prayer and by reading His Word, the Bible. In faith, we believe that the Holy Spirit guides believers, nudging them away from harmful choices, and strengthening them to do what’s right. A clear conscience grows from staying attentive to that inner prompting. Lastly we must avoid being too hard on ourselves. Many people are walking aroud with a sort of false guilt, still feeling guilty about things that were confessed to God and forgiven some time ago. In times of attack we also remember what Paul wrote in Romans 8:34, “Who then is the one who condemns? No-one. Christ Jesus who died – more than that, who was raised to life – is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us”. We pilgrims are children of a wonderful loving Heavenly Father, who is for us not against us.
Dear Heavenly Father. We love You and worship You today. We thank You that You forgive us for our wickedness and will never again remember our sins. Thank You Amen.
