A Clear Conscience

We can say with confidence and a clear conscience that we have lived with a God-given holiness and sincerity in all our dealings. We have depended on God’s grace, not on our own human wisdom. That is how we have conducted ourselves before the world, and especially toward you. Our letters have been straightforward, and there is nothing written between the lines and nothing you can’t understand. I hope someday you will fully understand us, even if you don’t understand us now. Then on the day when the Lord Jesus returns, you will be proud of us in the same way we are proud of you.”
2 Corinthians 1:12-14 NLT

Can we say, as Paul did, that our consciences are clear? He wrote he had “lived with a God-given holiness and sincerity in all [his] dealings”. Quite a claim and one that confirmed God’s grace and his confidence in God, in everything that he did. I read something the other day: “no matter how often we sin, God will forgive us through the blood of His Son, Jesus”. But believing this is a subtle way of behaving in the same way as the Romans, and Paul berated them for assuming that they could continue to live a sinful life, as we read in Romans 6:1-2; “Well then, should we keep on sinning so that God can show us more and more of his wonderful grace? Of course not! Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it?” The writer of the Hebrews letter put things even more forcefully in Hebrews 10:26-27, “Dear friends, if we deliberately continue sinning after we have received knowledge of the truth, there is no longer any sacrifice that will cover these sins. There is only the terrible expectation of God’s judgment and the raging fire that will consume his enemies”. 

But was Paul’s claim just focused on his dealings with the Corinthians? When we read his first letter to them, Paul was certainly very confrontational at times, and it may have been that some in Corinth were challenging or disputing his credentials and behaviour as an Apostle. In that context, Paul claimed that his conscience was clear because of his integrity, honesty, holiness, and sincerity. But as we pause for a moment, fast-forwarding to today, is such a claim present when we deal with other people? Do we tell lies to save our skins, or do we tell the truth and face the consequences? In our societies today, integrity and honesty are qualities of character not often seen in our political leaders, our bosses at work, or, sadly, sometimes even in our churches. Or even more sadly, in our own lives.

Paul mentioned that he had put aside human wisdom, replacing it with God’s grace. There is a principle here that every Christian would do well to follow. How often is it that we launch into a course of action, something that seems right to us, and before we know it, we are having to dig ourselves out of a hole in a way that violates our integrity and honesty? It is far better to wait and seek God in these situations, as doing so will help us avoid unintended consequences.  This is nothing new: Proverbs 14:12, “There is a path before each person that seems right, but it ends in death”.   People can easily deceive themselves into believing something is right, even if it contradicts God’s will or leads to negative consequences. The problem is that something that starts with human-centred wisdom, which can seem appealing at the time, ultimately violates God’s divine perspective. 

Search me, O God, and know my heart

So how can we ensure that we pilgrims live with a clear conscience? A “clear conscience” isn’t about being perfect; it’s about living honestly before God and others, staying aligned with what we know to be right, and dealing promptly with anything that disrupts that alignment. We do this by taking time to reflect on our thoughts, actions, and motives. Our goal isn’t to look for guilty feelings but to be honestly aware of our thoughts and actions. Perhaps we could use moments of quiet prayer to ask if we have ignored something that we know we should have done. Or in our interactions with others, have we acted in love, or have we wronged anyone? If our consciences are pricking us, then we can bring the issue to God. Confession isn’t about informing God—He already knows—but about aligning oneself with truth. Repentance means turning away from what we have done wrong and turning toward what is right. The Psalmist David wrote, “Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. Point out anything in me that offends you, and lead me along the path of everlasting life” (Psalm 139:23-24).

” Christ … is at the right hand of God and is … interceding for us

To ensure that we have a “clear conscience” there are other things that we must do, such as putting things right with those we have wronged. We must stay close to God in prayer and by reading His Word, the Bible. In faith, we believe that the Holy Spirit guides believers, nudging them away from harmful choices, and strengthening them to do what’s right. A clear conscience grows from staying attentive to that inner prompting. Lastly we must avoid being too hard on ourselves. Many people are walking aroud with a sort of false guilt, still feeling guilty about things that were confessed to God and forgiven some time ago. In times of attack we also remember what Paul wrote in Romans 8:34, “Who then is the one who condemns? No-one. Christ Jesus who died – more than that, who was raised to life – is at the right hand of God and is also interceding for us”. We pilgrims are children of a wonderful loving Heavenly Father, who is for us not against us.

Dear Heavenly Father. We love You and worship You today. We thank You that You forgive us for our wickedness and will never again remember our sins. Thank You Amen.

God’s Open Arms

“And later Isaiah spoke boldly for God, saying, “I was found by people who were not looking for me. I showed myself to those who were not asking for me.” But regarding Israel, God said, “All day long I opened my arms to them, but they were disobedient and rebellious.””
Romans 10:20-21 NLT

Two more Scriptures from Paul’s arsenal of Old Testament readings. His memory must have been amazing, but, like many of his fellow Jews, he was steeped in Scripture from an early age. In these closing verses from Romans 10, Paul quotes from Isaiah 65. But two chapters before in Isaiah 63, the prophet starts an impassioned prayer, “Lord, look down from heaven; look from your holy, glorious home, and see us. Where is the passion and the might you used to show on our behalf? Where are your mercy and compassion now?” (Isaiah 63:15). He continues, “Lord, why have you allowed us to turn from your path? Why have you given us stubborn hearts so we no longer fear you? Return and help us, for we are your servants, the tribes that are your special possession” (Isaiah 63:17). And he rather petulantly declares, “Sometimes it seems as though we never belonged to you, as though we had never been known as your people” (Isaiah 63:19). In the next chapter, Isaiah reminds God of His role in the lives of His people – “And yet, O Lord, you are our Father. We are the clay, and you are the potter. We all are formed by your hand. Don’t be so angry with us, Lord. Please don’t remember our sins forever. Look at us, we pray, and see that we are all your people” (Isaiah 64:8-9). But God replies through the prophet with the verses quoted by Paul in Romans 10, “The Lord says, “I was ready to respond, but no one asked for help. I was ready to be found, but no one was looking for me. I said, ‘Here I am, here I am!’ to a nation that did not call on my name. All day long I opened my arms to a rebellious people. But they follow their own evil paths and their own crooked schemes” (Isaiah 65:1-2). What a damning indictment of a people who called themselves favoured and chosen by God. God said He would deal with the sinners, ““But I will not destroy them all,” says the Lord. “For just as good grapes are found among a cluster of bad ones (and someone will say, ‘Don’t throw them all away— some of those grapes are good!’), so I will not destroy all Israel. For I still have true servants there. I will preserve a remnant of the people of Israel and of Judah to possess my land. Those I choose will inherit it, and my servants will live there” (Isaiah 65:8-9). There has always been grace available for the sincere seekers after God. 

Society today suffers the same illness that was experienced by the Israelites back when Isaiah walked on this earth. An illness called rebellion, with symptoms including (but not limited to) “crooked schemes” and following “evil paths”. It’s all summed up in a little word, not popular though in today’s society, called “sin”. And just as God said through Isaiah that He was there for them, the same response can be found in today’s society – “but no one asked for help”. In my community there are people struggling with various issues, such as loneliness, illness, poor and debilitating mental health, poverty, and grief, but they will not acknowledge that God exists, let alone be there for them to help them in their troubles. He even has His arms opened up in a welcoming invitation, but they prefer to struggle on in their difficulties regardless. It begs the question – what is the point of a life of struggles in an uncaring society, followed by a day of judgement and more misery, when all the time our Father God is in Heaven, arms opened, with His remedy for sin available, and eternal life with Him one day, all for just a simple choice? Jesus said in Matthew 11:28-30, “ … Come to me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you. Let me teach you, because I am humble and gentle at heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy to bear, and the burden I give you is light”. 

We pilgrims, sadly, are the favoured few. We have responded to God’s invitation and through Jesus, we have found the remedy for our sins and can now enjoy a wonderful loving relationship with our Heavenly Dad. We may face troubles in this mortal life, but God is there for us, sustaining us in every situation. He knows the end from the beginning, and one day we will be with Him. Forever. But we mustn’t just sit in our pews, praying that we will survive unscathed until the day when we cross the great divide. We have a job to do. The Heavenly grace and love that we have found is there for all to enjoy. And others won’t know about it unless we tell them. 

Dear Father God. we intercede for the sins of those in our communities, praying for Your Spirit to awaken a people who have fallen spiritually asleep. Please have mercy on us, we pray. For Jesus’ sake. Amen.

The Third Flying Angel

“Then a third angel followed them, shouting, “Anyone who worships the beast and his statue or who accepts his mark on the forehead or on the hand must drink the wine of God’s anger. It has been poured full strength into God’s cup of wrath. And they will be tormented with fire and burning sulphur in the presence of the holy angels and the Lamb. The smoke of their torment will rise forever and ever, and they will have no relief day or night, for they have worshiped the beast and his statue and have accepted the mark of his name.””
Revelation‬ ‭14:9-11 NLT

It’s time for the third flying angel to make his appearance in John’s vision. And his message is grim. It will obviously be delivered at a time when people are newly acquainted with the beast’s demands, and still have a choice about whether or not to wholeheartedly embrace the statue worship and accept the beast’s mark, the 666 reference, on their hands or foreheads. So just in case there were any who were having doubts about this, an angel appears. He gives them a stark warning – if they choose the way of the beast they will spend eternity in his company. He used words designed to instil terror into his hearers. Words such as fire, sulphur, continual torment. 

From the messages delivered by the three angels it is easy to question why the peoples in the global nations still rejected God and His grace. Everyone by now has heard the Gospel, the Good News about Jesus, the Son of God, and what He did for mankind through the cross at Calvary. They now know that the party is over. Their sinful and wicked ways, the immorality of their life styles, has come to an end. And here we have the last warning. Worship the beast, receive his mark, and there’s no way back. In spite of all this, most of the people still alive at this time rejected the angels’ messages. Why? What were they thinking?

In my meanderings around the community where I live, I occasionally have the opportunity to share about Jesus and what He did for mankind, and in particularly for what He has done for me. I find that most people I meet are aware of a spiritual life after death. Not something they want to talk about, but the awareness is there. But I have been taken aback by the anger in some that is directed against anything to do with God. They blame Him for so much. For the death of a loved one. For the state of the economy. For their ill-health. For a natural catastrophe (even insurance companies refer sometimes to an “Act of God”). And I have heard rants against churchgoers, and all that is wrong about them. Are these the sort of people who will hold out to the end, preferring eternal torment to repentance and a life with God? Do we find that inexplicable?

Jesus experienced unbelief and resistance even in the face of His miracles. We read in John 12:37, “But despite all the miraculous signs Jesus had done, most of the people still did not believe in him.” Why would that still be the case even in His day, when the people were in the presence of the Son of God? The Apostle Paul in 2 Corinthians 4:4 wrote, “Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.” Scripture is even more revealing in 2 Thessalonians 2:9-12, where we read with a reference to the beast, “This man will come to do the work of Satan with counterfeit power and signs and miracles. He will use every kind of evil deception to fool those on their way to destruction, because they refuse to love and accept the truth that would save them. So God will cause them to be greatly deceived, and they will believe these lies. Then they will be condemned for enjoying evil rather than believing the truth.”

It is so sad when we read these verses. To think that eternal life with God is so close. So accessible. And what makes the situation even more distressing is that there are those in our families, and groups of friends, who will be counted amongst those deceived by satan. What can we do? Thankfully, we are not in a hopeless place, because our loving Heavenly Father is a gracious and loving God. He wants no one to end up in that place we call hell. So we pray. We passionately pray. We call out to Him for our loved ones, that His mercy and grace will somehow penetrate hardened hearts and draw them into that place of grace where they embrace God’s son with love and acceptance. 

Dear Father. We pray for our loved ones today. And we’ll keep on praying until they too find Your grace and mercy. Thank You for Your love and acceptance of every sinner who repents.