“For I decided that while I was with you I would forget everything except Jesus Christ, the one who was crucified. I came to you in weakness—timid and trembling. And my message and my preaching were very plain. Rather than using clever and persuasive speeches, I relied only on the power of the Holy Spirit. I did this so you would trust not in human wisdom but in the power of God.”
1 Corinthians 2:2-5 NLT
What sort of man was Paul? We know from his dramatic Damascus Road conversion that he became one of the most, if not the most, successful evangelists that Christianity has ever known. Prior to this he was a very zealous Pharisee, intent on the destruction of this new sect called the Way for good and all. Paul, then named Saul, first appears in the Bible in Acts 7:57-58 during the stoning of the first martyr, Stephen. “Then they put their hands over their ears and began shouting. They rushed at him and dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. His accusers took off their coats and laid them at the feet of a young man named Saul”. Paul was thought to have been born between 5BC and 5AD, and he was beheaded around 65AD in Rome. Although named Saul in the Hebrew, he had a Greek name, Paul (probably Paulus as he was a Roman citizen), and this appears in Acts 13:9, “Saul, also known as Paul, was filled with the Holy Spirit, and he looked the sorcerer in the eye“. But there are many more details about Paul scattered through the book of Acts and the Epistles he wrote. It is his character and his assertation that he first came to the Corinthians “in weakness—timid and trembling” that seems to be at odds with this fiery man who terrorised the early Christians.
Did Paul lack confidence or was he suffering from an illness of some kind when he first encountered what was to become the Corinthian church? In person he seemed to be less impressive than he would appear from his writings. In fact some in the Corinthian church had a complaint. 2 Corinthians 10:10, “For some say, “Paul’s letters are demanding and forceful, but in person he is weak, and his speeches are worthless!”” In the culture of his day, and in that part of the world, public speeches were usually delivered with great oratorical skills, but Paul wrote, “Rather than using clever and persuasive speeches, I relied only on the power of the Holy Spirit”. That implied that he had the skills to deliver a message in a clever way, calling on all his wisdom and knowledge, but instead chose not to, relying on the Holy Spirit to speak through his words. Paul presented a masterful speech in the presence of King Agrippa and the local governor Festus, which we can find in Acts 26, and at the end we read, “At this point Festus interrupted Paul’s defence. ‘You are out of your mind, Paul!’ he shouted. ‘Your great learning is driving you insane’” (Acts 26:24). So although Paul had the capability, he was led by the Holy Spirit to say to the Corinthians just what was necessary. Jesus told the first disciples that when the Holy Spirit came, ” … he will convict the world of its sin, and of God’s righteousness, and of the coming judgment” (John 16:8). We pilgrims should note that it is our responsibility to deliver the Message of the Cross and then allow the Holy Spirit to bring conviction.
But enough of Paul. What can we pilgrims learn from the way Paul presented the Message of the Cross? First of all was Paul’s dramatic conversion, and that left him with a deep love of Jesus, and all his zeal was then focused in spreading the Gospel. How is our love of Jesus? How zealous are we in carrying out the Great Commission? Questions that of course receive answers of all shades from different people. We know that our testimonies of the time when we met Jesus are each unique in their own way, but they all converge at the foot of the Cross, on that day when we believed Jesus’ message, what He had done for sinners, and that led to pilgrims everywhere putting their faith in God. I know some Christians who have come to that point in their lives, accepting the Message of the Cross, but who then stop there. People like that were around in Paul’s day, and he warned his protégé Timothy “They will act religious, but they will reject the power that could make them godly. Stay away from people like that!” (2 Timothy 3:5). Paul called such people as having a “counterfeit faith”. There is a question I have referred to before, and that is “if you were arrested for being a Christian would there be sufficient evidence to convict you”? There was more than enough evidence to convict Paul, and he suffered greatly for his faith.
How do we present the Message of the Cross, the Good News about Jesus, to those we meet? With Paul it was initially with “weakness and trembling”. It doesn’t matter what we know and what our background is. Paul wrote, “Remember, dear brothers and sisters, that few of you were wise in the world’s eyes or powerful or wealthy when God called you. Instead, God chose things the world considers foolish in order to shame those who think they are wise. And he chose things that are powerless to shame those who are powerful” (1 Corinthians 1:26-27). And so when we talk to others about Jesus, doing “weakness and trembling” is ok. We may be rejected and vilified but that is ok too. So was Jesus, and He was the Son of God. Paul was even imprisoned and worse for sharing the Gospel. a simple message delivered through our “weakness and trembling” is all that is required.
Dear Heavenly Father. Thank You for Your presence in our lives and for helping us as we tentatively share Your Good News with those around us. We know that the time is short and we press on as Your Spirit leads to the next generation of believers. We love You Lord. Amen.
Being a Pilgrim 