“Meanwhile, as Simon Peter was standing by the fire warming himself, they asked him again, “You’re not one of his disciples, are you?” He denied it, saying, “No, I am not.” But one of the household slaves of the high priest, a relative of the man whose ear Peter had cut off, asked, “Didn’t I see you out there in the olive grove with Jesus?” Again Peter denied it. And immediately a rooster crowed.”
John 18:25-27 NLT
There are moments in our lives when the enormity of something we have done, or the consequences of a bad decision are suddenly before us. Something perhaps we promised to do or not to do. And all of a sudden we end up having a rooster moment. We experience a feeling in the pit of our stomachs as we find ourselves facing into a situation that we cannot avoid. I remember entering a packed train carriage one commuting morning and ended up standing in a section of the carriage close to a woman who seemed to be having a difficult conversation with a boyfriend or partner on her mobile phone. The carriage was unusually quiet as my fellow travellers became caught up in the emotions of the conversation, one side of it only, of course. But the rooster moment for the person on the other end of the phone was her statement, “You told me I could trust you”. Soon after, she pressed a button on her phone and stored it away, but the silence in the carriage continued, the woman herself staring sightlessly out of the window at the passing countryside.
Peter we know had promised never to deny Jesus. We read in Matthew 26:33-35, “Peter declared, “Even if everyone else deserts you, I will never desert you.” Jesus replied, “I tell you the truth, Peter—this very night, before the rooster crows, you will deny three times that you even know me.” “No!” Peter insisted. “Even if I have to die with you, I will never deny you!” And all the other disciples vowed the same“. But John 18 records Peter’s three denials, “The woman asked Peter, “You’re not one of that man’s disciples, are you?” “No,” he said, “I am not.” Meanwhile, as Simon Peter was standing by the fire warming himself, they asked him again, “You’re not one of his disciples, are you?” He denied it, saying, “No, I am not.” Again Peter denied it. And immediately a rooster crowed” (John 18:17, 25, 27). And Matthew 26:75 records Peter’s response, “Suddenly, Jesus’ words flashed through Peter’s mind: “Before the rooster crows, you will deny three times that you even know me.” And he went away, weeping bitterly“.
Thankfully, the rooster moment for Peter was not terminal and we will read what happened later. But for us too, those occasions in our lives when we screw up and hear a metaphorical rooster crow, are not terminal, as we come into God’s presence, confessing our sins and seeking forgiveness. Paul wrote, “So now there is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus. And because you belong to him, the power of the life-giving Spirit has freed you from the power of sin that leads to death” (Romans 8:1-2). Fellow pilgrim, you may have messed up. I may have messed up. But we love Jesus and have the assurance that He is never going to bar the door into Heaven for a repentant sinner, no matter how loud the rooster crows.
Dear Father God. Thank You that You pick us up when we fall, dust us off, and put us again on the right path to Glory. We are so grateful. Amen.
Being a Pilgrim 